haPpY? fUnnY?
i received letter liao...but i'm not happy...haiz...avoiding again..i rather i had nv received it=(..happy to receive but a great disappointment...maybe is becos i hav been pining too much hopes...maybe is i'm hav been thinking too much...maybe n alot of maybe....y cant i hav a happy day or even let me happy for a few hours?? reali is a kind of feeling tt i cant describe out or express out...feeling reali down..its like a few inches above hell!!! y must he explain the meaning of 'miss you' n y he still wanna say he chose to reply mine 1st..reali don understand at all...don noe wat to do anymore...argh!!!!!
papa..sis..realise tt my face like swollen n as for me i think i hav grow fatter..hahaha..reali don noe wats wrong wif me??? just don feel like going to see doctor but papa nag n nag...grow fat need to see doctor meh???hahaha..to me it's sounds so funny lo...
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